a facebook friend request... a short email note... i'm hanging suspended in this emotional limbo... but to understand my state a little, rewind the film reel... Timeline - Jan 2015 sitting on a futon in my friend's apartment, i sat listening to her talk about the man she wanted to be with, but couldn't, the back and forth reasons, emotional outbursts, the justifications,...
i am so deprived of sleep that i think i'm falling into madness... my mind is ready to bolt...if i could, without waking up all my neighbours, i would take everything out of my kitchen cupboards in one full swoop...one big loud crash...i would overturn everything in this house, i would burn it all down... this isn't me...this isn't who i want to...
